Thursday, October 13, 2005

Life Inside the Fish

Yom Kippur is like living inside a whale.
Man is like the prophet Jonah, constantly spending so much of life running from G-d. He tells us to go out to the messed-up world and do something and all we fear is the sociological ramifications, financial consequences, and the anxiety of our subconscious/unconscious mental reasoning.
and so... we freak...
As we high-bolt in the opposite direction, we must know, somewhere in that overactive pea sized brain, that we can never escape from His unblinking eye.
So why do we try?
Why does one feel compelled to remove themselves from that which they already know?
It's the process of discovering that which you already know. Finding the light that you already possess.
Jonah, a prophet, found his true G-d in the belly of a fish.
There in that ocean, suspended of time and space, the fleeing holy man understood what it meant to perform His Will.
On Yom Kippur we enter that womb of creation. We are not human. Transcending all things physical, we finally have the opportunity to appreciate the spiritual in its own realm, on a higher dimension of reality.
Tricky part is... when the womb falls or the whale spews you out (depending on where you are in this tale). Back on dry land things aren't quite as simple. Ninveh was one of the largest cities in the world, filled with so many colours, sounds, and flavours that Jonah was sure he couldn't convince them all to return.
We find that after his little whale encounter, he dismissed distraction, and managed to change the course of a huge metropolitian. Not bad for a man recently swallowed by large sea life.
Post- angelic experience we have to change the routine, and lift the habits of reality up a notch. One's got to take that 'just-been-swallowed-by-a-whale' bit and get the sentiment out there...
That way when you have the sudden urge to flee on the first ship to Tarshish there is that experience of inwardness to fall back on. Those brief hours of spiritual meditation that touched the essence of creation and allowed you to breifly feel the enourmity of true purpose.
I guess for some this happens every morning after brushing their teeth...
while for others it requires being literally swallowed by gigantic whales.

9 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

That was intillectual, intelligent, and made "holy references"...
Great post.

10:19 PM  
Blogger jakeyology said...

a "whale" of a post.

(did that make u wail - or sans the W?)

12:15 AM  
Blogger Lea said...

iinda--
good whale imagery, liking how you took this idea, seems like someone was getting pensive at haftorah, or maybe throughout the whale-like, insulated, highly charged, awe-some, Day of Awe.

2:02 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Happy birthday. I wish you a great year, rewarding both b'gshmius and b'ruchnius.

7:50 PM  
Blogger HindiK said...

Thank you all-
apologizing for numerous spelling errors, can't stop the Flow...
jake- you are master of the pun
it definitely made me 'sans the w'.
and dave-
thanx for the birthday wishes
hope your celebratin' ;) then again it's only round one...
xxooxoxox

8:09 PM  
Blogger HindiK said...

L-
to clarify
'xxxooxoxo' is simply a parting signature. In the Middle Ages most people could not sign their names, ergo, they would write a series of 'x's' and 'o's'.
that's about all it means
any other interpetation i have never found in writing.

3:31 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

http://www.aop.co.il/animation/ShanaTova.htm

4:11 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

love that-
my family on ritalin
or not...
are you still hiding out in the 711 parking lot???
hold out ensues...

7:04 PM  
Blogger Lea said...

Ha ha ha hinda, me believes you, don't worry... good luck with all probeworthy existential obstacles.

always,
The Girl Up and Ready to Go to the Tea Lounge at Any Point This Evening.

7:17 PM  

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