She's got it all figured out

She knows what everything's about

And when anybody doubts her,

Or sings songs without her

She's just so mmm

She knows the world is just her stage

And so she'll never misbehave

She gives thanks for what they gave her Man,

they practically made her

Into a mmm

i'm not sorry for taking too many solo moon walks this past week.... This is for my sistah who feels like and i qoute: "Edward Much's "The Scream"" which has always looked to me like some homesick alien melting into the sidewalk of oblivion...
bummer girly girl...
now that's a horrible image right there.
i am so................................ not there.

Okay, that's IT. i've had enough.
Time for a major intervention.
i'm serious. get up.
time to take out the big kitchen potions...

How to regain some sense of self: [or some semblance of whatever it is your self may have been]

1. put love on your list of things to do and just fahget about it for a while... it will come when it will come without your obsessive worrying and shidduch squatting.
2. give yourself time... take a while and figure things out & do not apologize for needing space
3. wear your hair down- believe it or not there's stress in the nest and which girl doesn't feel beautiful without the ponytail- horse image?
4. drink tea- decoffeenate for a spell it gives the illusion of inner-clean and bodily wellbeing
5. call your friend and make time to hang in her hot Murano with some lamo 'ex-cool' music
6. read a book that you wanted to read for a while... and actually finish it.
7. take a walk around the block...like 50 times till your house appears to be a beacon on the horizon or an undiscovered island of adventure.
8. take a bubble bath and do not think of anything life-related [besides the will not 2 drown] no more "am i hot" or "am i cold" just soak up some h2O and bbbrrreeaaattthheee then fluff up dem pillows and go to sleep... [coming from someone who hasn't slept in 4 years this is truly essential... & yes if you must NyQuil shots are allowed provided that you don't over do it ;) ]
9. get offline!!! deWIRE and reclaim the LiGHT of the SUN and the aNTI neon-ian Screen!
10. stop thinking of all the things that stress you out... and if you must think... redirect your thoughts to some of the beautiful, wonderful, and absolutely brilliant things that there are to do... and by Georgio Armani... go try to do them.

and yes, love, i will not be a chicken licken [the book is Hindy the Hen by the by ;)] -
i'm having a reading on March 9th @ SUBO @ Occidental Lounge @ BC - some finalist literary award [i expect the usuals ;)]. will also be reading some poetry from my mini compiliation {i finally put it together!} and yes i'll mail a copy to Lisbon ;) ... and to y'all that asked for a copy of my brain waves...

o' militant feminist i leave this ever so slightly changed until you confirm your well being ;)
from your [speaking of societal definitions] : free-spirited, yet overly intense, gypsy sistah, who happens to read a lot and tends to form outlandish opinions [that turn out not to be too outlandish] and refuses to wait around like a hunk of meat or any other poultry product... and would much rather get high on other people's creativity and modes of thinking... oh yeah.... i forgot i think i'm a social recluse too... ;)
i think that just about sums up the current one on my self-advertisment.... we should update every so often ;)

okay, seriously... got to go finish studying, ol' Max Weber and i have a date... much energy sent your way... and yes, this post will self destruct after you read it ;)